Fuck that's a familiar story.

I went 90 days last year, and then life gave me a bunch of reasons to pick it up again. But if I'm honest, while it's true that certain things in life shat all over me in the past year, I just love drinking and the weekends sober were really starting to suck. It sucks having an entire social life and decades long relationships built on the lifestyle.

That 90 days was enough to start exercising again though which I still am doing despite being off the wagon. I've even been increasing my workouts and am back on a few rec sports teams. It's obviously my source of justification at the moment. Deep down I know I'd be doing so much better without it.