I make £15,000 a month with 0 spend. I hate money.

If you're making 15000 a month, and have been doing so for the last year, how will you go broke if you stop?

Because I will never have a chance to make this sort of money again. The money I currently have will dry up eventually. I get drunk daily and spend it like crazy. For example I purchased 2 Cintiq 22HD's last week, one for me and one for my son because I was drunk. That's nearly 4 grand gone in seconds. I won't even use it. It just looked cool.

I grew up broke in a poor family. I have awful money management skills. I also had Cancer and lost my Dad and stepdad to Cancer within 12 months last year. I feel like money should be enjoyed now because tomorrow might not even exist.

The bottom line is this work is so shady and so demoralising I am happier not doing it. But if I stop I get depressed that I'm not making money.

/r/Entrepreneur Thread Parent