16yr Muslim girl running away

Hey you guys so I am a 16 year old ex Muslim. Umm okay let me it's been a long time without you my friend but I hate it and miss it at the same time because bad memories of extremist behavior from my family like enforcing their hijab on me had made an extreme turn off in my personality I mean tbh since I traveled to the US my life has changed 180 degrees everything seemed different religion? Well I used to be a religion fanatic and now I am an anti religion influencer I just hate the way my mom tells me that foreigners are sad/ depressed because of their lack of commitment to the Devine. School umm I've been homeschooled since I arrived to the US so yes I got 0% socializing but no problem. My problem is that I am a wild girl being trapped and sabotaged into a Muslim modest girl that's not me I like to go out but girls can't go out unless accompanied with a Mehram (a guy) so yup I mean I could go around my neighborhood but that would be until 7pm maximum like wtf bitch give me some space so ya that's pretty much it and let's not forget about their abusive essence that had been pointing our house's vibration too much negativity too much like a lot... And then this bitch is telling me about how praying could solve all that shit huh she give me a man's phobia

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