[18/m] Worried I will never meet anyone.

Dude, when i was 18 i had my first gf, it lasted for 6 months and it was good till the very end, but the strange thing is i when did we hook up. Ive known her for 2 years, i didnt talk to her much, she didnt talk to me much, and the night before we drank our first cup of coffee together, i gave up on love...i got to have that coffee by accidenlty running into my friend who invited me to join them, and i said yes. I had no desire to "sway" her, i just wanted to hang with people. We sat down and started talking, and i noticed we have a lot in common. My friend left us alone, he said he had "some other things to do", and we spent the rest of the day together chilling. Ill be honest, at 1 point i did think about making a move, but decided not to, i didnt belive that she could want a guy like me, so i acted compleatly natural. It all ended with me asking her do we shake hands, hug or kiss goodbye. And she went for a kiss on my cheak as did i, but it ended with is kissing each other on the lips... Needless to say that it followed up with a second date, and 6 months of happiness. Relationships are like kissing a lightning bolt, if it ends with your kissing it and there is nothing after that(death), your a lucky guy, but if it doesnt....your gona feel every single fiber of your being yurning for relief... In my expirence...it ends with me wanting to call her up on skype so bad but not being able to becouse she said something to somebody that i cant get over. Although my head says no(and its a no for a good reasone), if i saw here tommorow i dont know what i will do. TL;DR: Love will come when you dont expect it to come, and relationships have their good and their horrible side, hope you read this :)

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