Hey guys I'm wondering does anyone else have this feeling of boredom with life and only bts makes them happy? Im in middle of finals for my second year of college and I'm not really interested/liking what I'm majoring in but I don't hate it and it's good for getting a good job but the only things I've done during the semester it feels like are studying or something related to BTS.

I hung with my friends only a few times since the semester started and my college isn't a traditional college since almost everyone just drives to class and leaves campus including me. And while I was watching bts run today for the first time since the semester started in January I started laughing so hard and I felt so happy and it had been so long since I had felt like that.

My others hobbies like reading are too obvious to hide when my parents walk by and I have to hide my phone cause my parents will say things like "why aren't you studying" if they ever see me doing something that isn't studying with the only exception being when I watch burn the stage with my mom.

I live at home with my parents and my grandparents since college dorms are like $3000 USD a semester and my parents are both retired so they're ALWAYS home so I'm never left by myself. I have a scholarship that's really hard to keep since it pays all of my tuition which is $8000 a year and half of my fees. I'm just really stressed out.

I was just wondering if anyone else feels like this since I just had to vent somewhere