19 [F4MMM] California - Seeking gangbang

As much as I appreciate your guys' concern for my safety, I very much do not appreciate the unsolicited psychoanalyses. Um. Last time I checked, this was r/r4r, not /r/therapy.

Some people don't like seeing people jump off a cliff. Others do. Others pretend they don't like it and actually like it more than anyone. And then there are other, others. Your post contains information that makes people want to stare and comment, and your post attracts these "caring" people.

You claim to be concerned about my mental state, but if you really knew me...

You can be concerned for someone without truly knowing them. Most "concern" is simply someone trying to grab your attention and appear better than others. I already know I am superior to others but this post itself is rather like that.

the main root causes of my depression is sexual repression, shame, and guilt.

I don't believe this is true.

One of the steps toward overcoming depression is being the arbiter of my life

This might be perceived as you thinking that fucking several guys will cure your depression and therefore it's giving in to depression rather than managing it. I'm not sure how I perceive it, I don't know you well enough.

I'd prefer actual, practical advice for how to execute this plan as prudently and as safely as possible. But if you are going to try to talk me out of it, at least present a convincing case as to why I shouldn't go through with it

I've seen too many internet girls naked. I think they enjoyed it more than I did and most of them were prepared to do things they wouldn't normally do once they were horny. All of these people that had done things like you're trying to do had obtained an STD. All of them that did this kind of thing had something that happened during their life previously (rape or some kind of abuse). The condom split/was taken off. The guys were unreliable and in the event you do get raped by a group of "friends" (your preference), it's their word(s) against yours. This is made worse by the fact you want them to pay for the room (you'd become a ghost in a room you don't know). You might get videoed/blackmailed. It's an STD/rape case waiting to happen and if it's not, you'll think it was great fun, do it again and eventually something bad will happen.

If you were a group of rapists, who would you target? The people that post here are lonely, bitter, spiteful and horrible. I'm not even sure why you'd want to fuck them, they're pretty ugly for the most part

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