I’ll probably get downvoted for this but, you are at a cross roads. You can continue in isolation, or you can seek a non-denominal church where you can meet other students and women your age on an in depth level.

Churches have activities, dinners, and events. They offer a safe space to ask questions and explore. When I started going to my church I told them I didn’t have a relationship with Jesus and I didn’t know what I believed. They were extremely hospitable and happy to answer questions I had. It’s a warm environment.

Anyways, just a suggestion. It’s helped me tremendously. Life changing.

All churches aren’t the same and it’s okay to hop around and find the best fit for you.