Yeah, that’s the real knife in the gut isn’t it? I just picked my favorite animal, was happy that we were winning, sad that I lost the lottery, the terrible realization that too many people are on corgi and so I’ve screwed myself out of any feasible reward, and now every other team is curb stomping the dogs. My phone might be messed up but for me it says corgis have 54km while every other team is in the thousands. This whole event is giving me so much anxiety that I can’t even sleep.

I just wanted to join a fun raffle but the confusion, existential anxiety (probably unrelated to this but applicable), number nonsense, and now gut-sick feeling are overwhelming. I’ve never even cared about badges or anything, I was just hoping to get a free game or two, but it feels as though I’ve made every wrong decision.

It’s such a terrible feeling to have all of this anxiety only to play Stardew Valley so I can literally fish for points. STEAM HAS MADE FISHING IN STARDEW VALLEY NERVE RACKING FOR ME. Boost capacity isn’t even an issue for me! I’m not trying to be rude to you but I’m very tired right now and I’ve written an unneeded wall of text because writing is how I vent most things. I apologize for polluting your inbox with this much text but it’s just how I tend to relieve my own tension, though I could probably have written this all down in a notepad or something and save Reddit the trouble of sifting through my madman’s nonsense.

TLDR; I’m sorry for the wall of text, I’m really tired, I just wanted a chance at a free game or two that would usually be outside of my pay grade but I feel as though I’ve made every wrong choice possible, Stardew Valley’s fishing has become as stressful as the time I 100% Dark Souls 1 (for point of reference, that means I had to beat the damn thing THREE TIMES), this is a terrible recap, writing is how I vent existential anxiety, I am sorry.