If you are somewhere within the cold darkness the only option is to seek the warming light is it not? Don't mean that in a religious context either.

It's tough af and i think the worst is yet to come but they win otherwise. They will get to delight in another person offing themselves. One less person to compete with. One less mouth to feed. All for themselves isn't it? Fuck them. They don't get to enrage millions and get away with it. Post record profits and then scapegoat you into a shit situation. I would much rather pursue that fire shoulder to shoulder with like minded individuals. I don't think a lot of ppl that truly understand would be particularly upset at extreme violence either. You see the protests but idk how often that bears fruit. Hardly ever hear abt any reforms.

Idk improvement of you and those around you should always be a priority nah? Certainly a decent start as any. Hopefully that decent start that can morph into a community effort and then who knows where your impact can land you. Our communal sadness well is damn near depleted but the irate well? Seems to be overflowing.