We always had a cover story for sexy times since we both live with our parents and they are overprotective of us, so thats nothing knew. Shes always been there for her mother but its been exaggerated due to grief now. Ive only been with her for 7 months but ive known her as a friend for a couple of years now, and she has a problem letting people go yes, because shes in engineering like me, most of her friends are guys, but I never questioned her fidelity to me physically, only emotionally as she has a tendency of oversharing to other people, something shes gotten much better at since ive pointed it out. It gets hard when I see her talking to guys I knew she liked as she told me she did when we were friends but ultimately she chose me because she couldn't get me out of her head and no other guy made her feel like I do (her exact words). Im going to sound Cocky but I know my worth and I dont have issues with women, but I am in love with her which is why I stay.

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It has effected me very emotionally and I think about his death all the time and I constantly live the moment in my head. I had just seen him earlier in the day and things were fine, so his death did impact me alot but its not something I ever go around telling people, I just take it all.