Its all good, ok but the story is REALLY long ha if its to long i understand, again as the bottom says there is a little more details here and there

Well here goes, this all started four years ago back in 2012, back then I was a huge world of Warcraft addicted I would play from when I would get home from class till 1-2 in the morning, so If you know anything about the game there is a thing in it called a guild which is just a group of people with a common goal, so I joined a guild and met this girl I thought nothing of it because I knew a few girls on the game but her and I started talking more and more and long story short with that we ended up "dating" even though it was long distance and never met, now I know what you are thinking this guy is weird, well I agree BUT to counter the whole this isn't a real relationship thing people were going to say we would skype 24/7 and she like I was a world of Warcraft addict so we would get home around the same time and get on and immediately skype call and keep the call going till she went to bed (she had work earlier the my class) and then she would skype call my from her laptop and I would talk to her till she fell asleep and I would stay on the call till I went to sleep, Keep in mind her and I were on cam this whole time from our wow (world of Warcraft) playing to her being in bed. that went out for 4 years and we were happy, this is a minor detail but to put into perspective that we felt it was real, she would ask me what bra or panties she should buy and lingerie she should get, because she would wear them at night sometimes and we would do things (I’m sure your imagination could figure what I mean) so yeah that went on for a year or so and we got bored of Wow so we both decided to get ps4 and we then did the same thing but we would be in party chats right when she and I got home till late at night then like before we would get on skype and all that.

All was good and all that but then about 4 months ago I knew she was getting bored, not with me but with the whole coming home and gaming all day. Also throughout all of this people from her past were dying around her so she got into this I want to live life mood and around this same time her old old best friend got back in touch with her and with that those two started going out every night, and I don't mean bars and shit I mean shopping or hanging out or whatever stuff like that. we would still skype at night but going from skyping and talking for 10 hours or so to about 30 minutes then she would pass out was kind of tough of me but I dealt with it because I thought she would go through the phase and come back. As time went on I knew it wasn't going to go away. the weekend before This Halloween  she asked me if she could go with her best friend on a trip for the weekend I said yes, ( oh random side note since her and I spent so much time together literally 365 days a year we both pushed our friends away, and she would sometimes bring up saying oh so and so invited me to go do something and I would always say go have fun get out of the house, this was before her whole I want to live life kick.) so the day before she was supposed to leave for the trip, (Oct 22th) she told through me she didn't think she was going to go but I told her over and over to go and the 23rd came around and she said she was going. So from the 30th of October to the 2nd of November she was supposed to be gone but she stayed an extra day which I didn't know and I texted her but she didn't respond the whole weekend till the 3rd and she said sorry we stayed an extra day. Now by this time I really thought something was up so I asked her to talk and we did that night on skype and I asked her if anything happened she said no and I was fine with that answer. then a couple days go by with us only really talking at night then on the 29th she texts me at 8pm or so

Saying "I have been meaning to tell you this for a while but I think I like girls don't be mad" Then I said "Oh ok is it (best friends name) or someone else?" She said "Yes its (best friend)" I said "Oh when did you find this out?" She said "Ever since she and I were hanging out and the road trip we just had" I then said "I’m glad you told me can we talk when you get home" And she said before I finished typing can we talk "I wasn't sure what I wanted but I know now" Then she said after that "Yeah" so we talked and I asked her is she bi, lesbian or what now, and she said she wasn't sure so I was confused and we talk more about it and I had a theory that she wasn't really lesbian or bi and that because she went into this whole I want to live life kick and her old best friend was the first and only friend to get back in touch with her at the time she started having feelings for her of gratitude and not of more than that. She said that could very well be and so she later on told me that on that Friday that she was leaving on the road trip her and her best friend talked about being lesbian in a joking way.

so we both went to sleep then and talked the next morning and she said I don't want to be with you right now because I don't know what I want which I was fine with but at the same time she was still going to go see her best friend but then we talked more and she said no you are right I and not going to talk to either of you which I felt bad but at same time happy which I know was wrong. So we haven't really spoken since then and I don't know if she really kept her word about not talking to her best friend person. Yeah. There is more but I’m sure you will have read enough by now.