I don’t know how else to say this without revealing that I’m dirt poor. I’ve never worked a job in my life due to mental health issues and struggles that I faced because of my family’s abuse. I have very, very little money in my account and my main provider right now is my partner who isn’t from the US. We are both struggling financially. I’m at the point where I couldn’t even afford $450 for a flat share…

My social anxiety is to that point that on my way over to the country that I am in now, I broke down crying in the middle of the airport in front of hundreds of people. Not a single person gave a shit. They all looked at me like I wasn’t even human. That event alone has only contributed to the social anxiety disorder.

My family set me up for failure from the beginning and I am having to face a lot of issues now because of them.