(22F) Anyone else living life unemployed with no energy or the desire to do anything with your life cause you’re not interested or passionate about anything?

I feel this exact same way, unemployed no energy or desire or motivation to cultivate any kind of skills or talents and have no real passions but to be honest, I feel like none of these things are really a big deal to me.

If I could just overcome the one hurdle I truly have in life, which is being able to have an intimate relationship with a girl I truly value and have an interest in and want to be affectionate with, then I feel like these other problems that I'm using as excuses to feel upset about would solve themselves, because I already know the answer to those problems, but I'm not willing to bother solving them because of my complete lack of intimacy in my life.

So I guess I shouldn't really be posting in this sub since I don't have it bad like some people do. I shouldn't really complain. But wishing I could experience having just one girlfriend for once in my life since I was 12 years old and now 15 years later still never having had one can lead to it's own kind of depression, but I guess it's not really serious.

Hope you feel better soon.

/r/depression Thread