[24/m] need advice please, lied to by gf [35/f]

Thanks for the comment brother. I like what you said. Here is her last text. "Let me tell you something I hate myself for lying to you but I can't take it back, I was embarrassed to tell you it was 3 times, even tho I used a condom I WAS EMBARRASSED and ashamed that it even happened!! I saw how hurt you were when I told you once that I didn't see telling you and hurting you even more was worth it and I'm so incredibly sorry for that but I never lied or deceived you about anything else EVER! I never cheated on you and treated you like gold, better then I treated myself. I was so good to you and in your words did more good then bad, and now not only did you not give me ANY chance at all to right my wrongs and give me another chance, you send me these horrible messages like I'm a piece of shit!?! I don't deserve that in any way, I have been treated like shit my whole life and thought you were the one person who wouldn't do that to me. I thought you loved me? I love you more then anything and have been sick to my stomach and suffering for days, IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE FOR FUCK SAKES!! How can you do this?? You are heartless and a coward. You bailed on us over something that could have been fixed. COWARD!!!! I hope to god you really know what your doing because I refuse to sit around and HOPE you have a change of heart cause when and IF you do I will not be here anymore! It's time to grow up and fight for someone you supposedly loved. I am begging you one last time to please give me a chance to make it up to you and to prove that I'm really not a liar and I CAN be trusted. please. I love you Cory don't throw me away like a piece of trash. Please call me back. If you don't then I'll respect your wishes and not contact you anymore but this will be the last time you do this to me. I will not be here anymore I promise you that. Your making a huge mistake. I have dealt with SO MUCH SHIT from you and I didn't give up, I didn't bail on us. I have sacrificed and gave up a lot for you as well, please don't make it all for nothing. I love you. Please don't do this. Please call me back Cory" let me know what you think.

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