Well, I don't need friends.
Especially assholes who don't understand me and judge me as if their lives weren't less absurd than mine. I deal with rejection every single day of my life and even if it makes me feel really down and it brings self-hatred and depression, I know deep down that they are just morons and ignorant.
Suck my cock assholes. I will get better and you will look up to me someday.
In fact, I'm sick of being depressed. I'm gonna kill this motherfucking illness and win this fucking absurd battle I'm fighting every single day of my life. And I will have a life that I enjoy my way, remorselessly.