I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. I just went through your history, and absolutely loved your drawings. You’ve got talent that a lot of people wish they had! If you want to draw my cat so I can frame it, I’d love to give you a nice commission. DM me if you’re interested.

Beyond that, have you tried experimenting with cooking? When I was depressed and couldn’t get out of bed, I started looking up recipes that I wish I could eat if I had the energy to go to a restaurant, and started making them at home. I got to deal with my sadness in private, while at least getting out of bed and making something for dinner that I could feel proud of.

Big hugs friend. I care about you.