I've never been in an inpatient setting as an adult. As a teenager I was in 3 mental hospitals 13-17 and did jail time for getting busted with a book of lsd. I got pretty cleaned up at 20 and then did music and fell into opiates. Got put on suboxone and went through college. Got off it for 8 months after 10 years and had to go back on at a lower dose. I just quit my job with 20k im the bank to pay god rent, my last semester and go through withdrawls of opiates again.

I turned into a social alcoholic after my gf of 7 years left and I got back on meds. Just left my job because I was going to kill myself. So about to give a chance. Now 37 I've lived a lot, I'm an atheist and nihilistic. I don't see much reason for us outside procreation and promoting marriage for the benifits of the government. I'd rather support a cause than be stuck in this shit hole we call life. That's my view