That was the plan, its something two of my friends have done for their three years.

They say it gives them a power trip going back to a drug that over ruled their lives for so long, and being able to stop after doing one point every day for 3 days makes them feel like they've gained a certain mental strength and control over their bodies..

I was going to do it, but I had that awful run in with my db. Sp thought it through and decided that it's not something that would be appealing to me. Plus knowing me it'd send me in a downword spiral.

This is a pic from 3 years ago it was my last night before getting sober. I still do other opiates, but I got hooked on dope at 14 yo a month before my 15th bday, I got sober at 16. I'm more proud of myself for continuing to stay sober instead. I've had two lapses since I got sober, but it was only 3 points the two times I lapsed, also onlyfreebased both times.