I honestly think you deserve better! No offence but I wouldn’t discount the possibility of her just using it as an excuse to get out of the relationship that has lost its sparks. I believe that if she truly loves you for who you are, everything else is secondary and both of you could always work your way up. I’m sure you’d want a life partner who is willing to stick by your side and go through every bumps with you, rather than just having someone who only appreciates you at your best. Just find someone else who’d appreciate and accept you for who you are. There’re lots of single ladies and independent ladies out there that are more worthy of your time and effort! So cheer up and it only gets better from here :)