3. 32F- Alt Account- Need to talk about some dark stuff, some opinions or advise mi...

32F- Alt Account- Need to talk about some dark stuff, some opinions or advise might end up being helpful. TW: Suicidial ideation

Don't attempt suicide.

Be strong and try... World be damned.

For conventional world, i should be successful.

Internally, i am a defeated person.

30+/M/. MCh ctvs. ex-Amc.

Married my best friend/ love of 28 yrs, currently divorce pending.

Left my job, city, country.

Broken.

Alcohol is my best friend.

And I hate this world.

Was suicidal when I learnt about fissures in my family. People do stupid shit, people enable them , people trust wrong people and they talk shit too...

World with always give you a losing deal, accept it, embrace it and if possible turn this deal to them.

If you are down to last straw, try anger/revenge... Emotion here is pure and it's a great motivator...

But nevertheless, die a fighter not a loser

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