36 [M4F] I am done and I give up

I had no intent on replying to any comments made on these r4r posts because it is just people trying to rattle me up into saying something rude then they come back say it is because I am an asshole and other things.

But I will say this, You can sit on your little stool and judge me all you want and assume my issues with women are because of my other issues I have gone through and faced, but I will put you straight. My issues with women have nothing to do with my issues from my past or current situation. My issue with women is because of how they have treated me over the past 7 years. Not one, not two, not three, not four, but over 4000 women who have told me I am ugly, disgusting, worthless, I am a joke, I am nothing but a piece of shit, laughed at me, mocked me, told me I should kill myself because I am a disgrace to this world because of my weight.

Or being lead on like they wanted me and wanted to be with me and wanted to have an actual life with me then to turn around and ghost me after months of leading me on, disappear on me and ignore me wouldn't have the gulls to tell me why.

Or fake their death on me sending me pictures of them with a gun to their head or pill bottles empty in their hands or other things, Or they would call or skype me while they are having sex. Or leading me on getting to know me, then turning around and posting my private information online for everyone to see, my email, facebook, my real name, my phone number and so on then turn around say they changed certain details when they didn't. I have had 48 women do this to me over the past 7 years.

Over the past 7 years I have been treated god awful by women and all I did was treat them with respect, kindness, understanding, not judging, not saying anything hurtful and being my real self to them which is me being kind and gentle and romantic and loving.

And all I got in return is treated like I was a piece of trash that should be burned. So you can sit there and tell me all you want about how my past issues are keeping me from finding a relationship or will cause issues with me having a normal relationship when the fact is you are dead wrong on that.

And don't go telling me it is not possible to have that many rejections, when you get rejected 5 to 10 times a day 7 days a week 32 days a month, 12 months a year, 365 days a year for 7 years it does equal up to that. Being on every paid and free dating site and forum even fat friendly websites catered for men my size, it is still the same thing.

And no, you obviously didn't read my posts before when I actually had a decent dating profile up on the r4r with who I am what I am looking for, what type of stuff I am good at my music movies and other things I liked. When I was actually being myself and being real, You obviously didn't read my posts from before I started ranting and venting about the shit I been dealt with in life.

And I need to work on myself first? funny, how only I have to work on myself when I have worked on myself for 31 years and taken care of myself, having no one there but me and having to learn at an early child age to cook, clean and do things to survive.

Work on myself, I have worked on myself for years and didn't enter the dating scene till I was 30 and was truly happy with my life and loved everything about myself and accepted everything about myself and look where it has gotten me and what it has done to me. and where I am at now. Being happy and in a good place in life doesn't matter when all you get is torn down and treated as if you are satan himself.

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