Gonna go out on a limb here because I'm drunk mods please delete if it's not cool, but if I were you I honestly would get an abortion right now while it's still a possibility unless you can address this within the next two weeks and decide what you want to do. Having a baby is a wonderful thing, but it's also truly a trap sometimes and depending on how upset and broken you feel, this is a good example of one of those times. I realize you might be pro life or just emotionally not into this advice and I promise I don't mean it offensively I'm sorry ❤️ it's just my gut reaction, being a mother myself and putting myself in your situation mentally.