I know that feeling of relief. I will never do 1350mg again. That was the most traumatic experience of my life. it can't be compared to anything. I don't know whether I am happy to have experienced it or not. Probably killed a few brain cells. I felt my brain throb for a while during the comedown.

I will never see a more vibrant whiter white than my comforter that night. I will never be so scared of my windows again (lol). I never want to forget what it's like to be a human and feel like an alien again. DXM must fuck with whatever part of the brain recognizes faces, because I didn't recognize myself or my brother.

Some people might be into that, but jesus fucking christ it was pure terror to me.