i think about the man who raped me so often

he pulled it to my knees then put his private part in mine, it was so painful because i hadn’t done anything since he did it that december i kept on saying stop but he didn’t, he stopped for a little while to remove my jeans from my knees then he continued , it didn’t last long tho (he doesn’t last long at all) it was like 1 minute and it ended. the worst part of everything was then when he used to finger me and stuff he used to make sure i was okay by asking or giving me a hug or something but this time he didn’t, he just threw my jeans from the floor on me. i was on the bed for like 2 minutes after it happened then he threw his jeans then he started watching youtube and laughing like nothing happened and when i was about to leave he was like”i thought you weee gonna stay abs watch something with me” i didn’t say anything and just left on my way back to my dorm i cried so hard, i couldn’t look myself in the mirror i felt gross, i told one of my older friends tho and she got me a plan b because i’m pretty sure he nutred inside me (idk) i saw some creamy stuff, when i told my friend she said most likely anyways

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