oh wow.. holy shit.. This hit me pretty deeply! i knew i was really soft and effeminate, but you really put in perspective for me how pathetic i really am in the eyes of a Real Man.. You are right, I am really afraid of letting you expose me. My brain is saying "no way can i have everyone knowing im a sissy", but there is a definite part of me that wants to do it.. you are right that i would never do it myself, but something about having you do it for me, and knowing how much pleasure youd get from putting me through that kind of humiliation makes me kinda want to do it..

idk, im still really, really hesitant.. but i cant really argue with the points you made.. I already know i cant live life pretending to be a male, and i feel like if im gonna be a sissy i may as well be the best sissy i could possibly be, right..?