No, you really didn't. You smoked crack because you wanted to smoke crack. That is not abnormal, despite it being awful in every conceivable way as a decision there is a reason people smoke crack. Its great. Like so good. Just a terrible, terrible idea. But its not so much like other drugs, I never met anyone who said they didn't enjoy crack, not once. I am not supporting it at all. And even Charlie Sheen or Toronto's former mayor Rob Ford proved it doesn't matter how high functioning, talented or rich or important a person is, you simply can't play with cocaine forever without fucking your whole life up eventually, just burning it to the ground. But like simply as an objective matter just as a thing crack is wonderful, just the bees knees.