[Acne] it just kees getting worse, please help (more info in comment)

I’ve tried everything. From harsh treatments to gentle ones. I hardly ever eat dairy and I try to drink enough water. I’ve tried lactic acid peels, AHA, BHA, clay masks, stridex, the ordinary, niacinimides, benzoyl peroxide, intense moisterizers, EVERYTHING.

My current routine: AM Mercurial water Tiger grass healing serum Clinique thirst surge gel moisturizer

PM Clinique gel face wash Tiger grass healing serum Mary Kay intense moisturizer (my sister sells it and gives me free stuff so don’t judge me)

I’m about ready to just not even take care of my face because what’s the point. Just not cleanse or moisturize and just let it be as ugly as it wants. My acne is cystic and painful and never ending. I’m tired of nothing working and I can’t go see a derm. I’ve even been given differin and it fucked my face up beyond belief.

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