Actually nervous to post this but i feel i have to (rant, actual wall of text, possibly might run out of words)

You're 15, right? If it's that large of a concern, then put it on the back burner. Don't think about it. Worry about all the other teen issues and then think about it more when you are more mature (age wise not mental wise). When I was 13-15, I was really screwed up. I was constantly worried about my sexuality, and had pretty bad anxiety issues to boot. My girlfriend pretty much broke up with me because of it (although I was already over her too, but couldn't break up with her, long story). It used to drive me nuts, along with an illness I had (that got worse as my stress increased), I could never get any good sleep. Now, I have a pretty low sex drive (if the internet can be used as a scale for it) for a teenage guy, so maybe it's easier for me to simply ignore it for now, but maybe I truly just gave up caring about my sexuality for the time being so I could focus on finishing school, doing college application stuff, and getting my anxiety under control. I can't begin to tell you how much happier I've been since I simply stopped caring for the time being. Perhaps you are like me and simply questioning, which is totally a-ok. You don't need a defined sexuality at age 15, as the body is still going through rapid changes. Just go with the flow, and see what comes about. Funny thing I've noticed since I've started doing this-- people used to always ask about my sexuality, which in turn would cause me to go into full panic mode and try desperately to deny it. Now that I really don't care what people think of it and I'm willing to say that, no one asks. I guess I look more calm or something, who knows. All I can say for sure is that, since I've stopped giving a poo about what I want in the sack, my life has improved a ton.

TL;DR Don't panic, just go with the flow and focus on you :)

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