Same thing. Except technically I can, but in reality going out now is like walking into an area of crime I live in an area surrounded by drug dealers. And secondly maybe I would go out for a walk or something and just avoid people, but I have a feeling it would be similar to a mexican after crossing the border and in the city wandering what do I do, where do I go is this what the country is like because previously it felt like i was part amish. I have zero idea what i'd find. I'd probably walk a few miles, and end up talking to the homeless vets on the streets, and talk about politics. I may be early 20s and young homeschooled and still homeschooled in college but I'm somewhere between 11, and 51 after catching ptsd and losing my job on the streets. Not completely bad I guess old soul.