I've been saving up to get out. But as a stay at home to a child with special needs that require care 24/7 it's genuinely not so easy. I know it's cliche to hear that on here but in my case, truly, it is not easy for me to just up and leave it I would already. I have also been with a true narcissist in a previous relationship and he's not like that. He just has TBI that cause some mood swings like this and depression. Not to say that makes it ok but just offering an explanation. And we are working on things and improving slowly so I genuinely would like advice how to just move past it and get on with my day bc my full blown Aries fire sign just doesn't want to deal with the bullshit right now. So I guess I'm both venting as well as looking for advice if anyone has some to offer.