shhhh.... yes you fucked up, gave up, lost track of which way was up...
Man. I have been trying to leave this demon in my rearview for a year. Only started having ANY sucess in the last three months and havent gotten past two weeks.
In that time I'm able to strike up conversations, Ive started repairing a house I have let fall apart around me. 15 years ago all I wanted to do was write something, anything original, but would not even pick up a pen cause I just knew anything I tried would suck...
I heard a friend rhyme by accident and returned another one and... shit I dont know if I have even a trace of talent but I have a fucking hobby and something to try and improve on and enjoy my time doing. Didnt even mean to do that as a rhyme but thought of one and followed it for fun
Dont know you personally and dont start making excuses for this mistake but you have waay more marks in the win column than the loss column