I’m on week 3, (separated from my wife for 2 months before she filed). I’ve lost weight, been very emotional and still have days that I’m very sad and confused. Time really does heal all, there will be many question (at least in my case) that will never get answered. At a certain point you have to accept that fact that this person you once loved so dearly does not want to be with you anymore, it’s a tough pill to swallow. I put everything into our relationship and feel that it was all thrown away in such a short period of time. It’s important during this time to surround yourself with family and friends you can trust and can rely on, you’ll know who these people are. They will be your rock until the day you can stand on your own 2 feet again. It’s taken a while and there are tough days ahead but you’ll reach a point where things get a bit easier each day. In the meantime make sure to work on yourself, eat right, exercise, get good sleep. Buy yourself something you’ve always wanted but never had a chance to get. If possible travel to a city you’ve always wanted to visit or go see a concert or play you’ve been meaning to go to. All the little things will add up on a daily basis and help you to get closer to being in a state of acceptance and closure. My prayers are with you!