NAH

But if there is one, it's more on your side.

I understand where you are both coming from, and it's your body and your choice.

But you have had plenty of BJs successfully in the past, and she has told you that she will make sure it doesn't happen again. Your refusal is not only making her massively insecure and affecting your sex life, but it is telling her that you don't trust her.

She has said she'll make sure it doesn't happen again and you aren't trusting her to do that- to the degree that you are willing to give up a huge part of your sex life because of that distrust. What does that say it her?

If I were in your position, would I put my dick back in that firing line? Yes, I would