NTA

sexual abuse fucking sucks, been there. I was sexually molested by my teacher when I was in 7th grade. Made me question everything and I didn't come forward, The teacher was caught at the end of the school year with child porography on a work flash drive though and I did end up telling my parents about what happened. Honestly dude it fucking sucks, you need to 1) see a therapist, speak about your trauma don't bottle it up. 2) Also come forward, odds are he has done it since you've been gone and hopefully more kids will also come forward.. I would suggest coming forward first though or make an anonymous report to the police department in your area. Not really sure how things are done in whereever you are in the world.

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Best of luck to you, I hope you get through this.