Agreed. I am very depressed since 3 years, but i try my best to make people around me feel comfortable and make them happy. The worst thing is that some people abuse it, happened way too often already.

I only have a few friends online that i talk to and they know about my my depression, i always try to make them happy, ignoring my own needs while trying my best to just put a smile on their face.

I told my friends i don't want help, all i want is that they are there for me. Because being lonely really makes me feel way more depressed. My biggest fear in life is to die alone.

I work 9 hours a day and when i am home i usually drain myself with depressed music until i feel no motivation anymore to do anything. All what kinda gives my life a purpose is to make other people happy, because i know the feeling of being happy and it's a beautiful feeling.

I don't want help, i don't want pity, i am used to this life now and i will probably stay depressed for the rest of my life, but i am trying to make the best out of it.

For anybody reading this i wish you a wonderful day.