I allowed my (not allowed) to almost send me to prison for kidnapping on accedent.

Hi. Same guy diff throwaway.

The mention of the weight thing is to make you understand i did not have a normal childhood and have a complex veiw on sexual desire as i hated that no one found me attractive till i got quite attractive and how it just turns me away from the whole idea of finding love. Although the weight was gained due to being forcefully drugged on pills in non medicinal ways by my my mother and the fact that many people speculate that damage to the brain during puberty is the cause of (not allowed). While others veiw it as a sexual oreintation. But while i get what your saying i dont like to think of it as an illness, you wouldnt call being gay an illness so why this? The other responder did put it in a way i can relate with really well though. Thanks for the input.

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