Always restrict severely when sober, but I also love alcohol so much but when I drink too much I just want to binge and all inhibitions go out the window and I eat everything shamelessly.... it’s ruining my life.

I have stupidly effective rules. If I don’t adhere to them, I don’t “deserve” to drink. 1.) I take classes year round. Is shit done? No? Think about how poor I am and refrain from both eating shitty food and drinking alcohol. Shit IS done? I need to get a head start on shit due next week so I don’t panic. Everything sucks and my boss in on vacation? Well, I’m currently drinking sherry mixed with Diet Coke so............yeah. 2.) Do i have work the next day, and do i have to think when I do it? It sounds dumb but I have a couple of different job descriptions within the same company. One is super involved with people and if I’m even slightly hungover my work performance will tank. The other involves just answering phones and drinking coffee all morning so it’s pretty hangover proof despite the fact that I have to be there before everyone else.

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