Oddly enough, me and you are absolute opposites, and yet here I am, alone as well. I have left everything behind multiple times, uprooted myself over and over, and dated loose women. I wound up marrying an illegal alien, who was a lesbian for 20 years, and when she got pregnant, she simply took off with our child. I have lived in Atlantic City, Salt Lake City, Boca Raton, Jensen Beach, Jersey city, Bayonne, and in my car, on and off. I have been so poor that I searched the streets in vain for a nickel on the sidewalk, and had money on me that could have changed my life if I invested it properly, but instead I blew it all. I have done too much, while you have not done enough. I said "yes" to everything, while you said "no." Trust me, pal, we both share the same problem--which is an extreme attitude toward living. And both of us have paid the same price.