Unfortunately, it's not going to get any better. Humans will smile in your face and stab you from behind. Or literally just stab you. The sooner you realize that this is the norm and not just an incident, the better for you.

So watch your back. Don't trust anyone easily, most likely they will try and fuck up your life even more.

Understand humanity is not the only lifeform on this planet. Nature is great and animals are beautiful and trustworthy.

Fuck humans. We are a failed species, and there is no salvation for us, since the majority of our species walk around like drugged up zombies, clueless to the reality of their own surroundings.