I honestly have never been able to get over my ivy league rejections.

I meet people all the time who went to an ivy league and I feel so bitter. I'm so envious of everyone and I think I might be breaking down mentally.

There around 7999 million people worse off than I am, yet I can't stop myself from looking at the 2 million people in the world who are better off than I am.

But I see that people from that 2 million all the time man. A friend of mine works as a PM at Citadel and takes home millions, while I'm not going to break a million for the foreseeable future. I feel so angry all the time.

I don't even have a girlfriend, a family etc. so literally, all I have is my income. But my friends all earn more than me and have families etc.