Ugh, its fucked because when I posted that, I changed my avatar pic to show people that Im a cute girl, thinking that would influence more replies. But I changed it back, because how embarrassing. And then you come in all "idc who you are, I'm here for you." youre fucking awesome. I really appreciate you reaching out. Im sorry to hear what youre going through with your dad. It sucks when the people who are supposed to have our backs and support us the most when we need it, are least understanding and sometimes hurtful. Im glad you can stay optimistic and push through, youll give yourself the life you deserve with that type of attitude. Thanks for sharing some light. :)