I am fucking furious about a situation with my [22M] friend group [mix of 22 and 21 F]

So I didn't really "enlist others to get to the bottom of it"

What I did do was meet with my friend. I also hadn't seen much of her. There were basically 3 relevant people, my friend and the two other women. I hadn't seen much of either. After talking with my friend, she said she felt I had a right to know the truth and so told me that stuff. I have no way of verifying whether or not it is true, I would like to talk to these other women, but idk if I can set that up. My friend said she would ask them directly because she thinks I won't be able to schedule a time to ask them cause of this avoidance. It took 4 days to schedule with her, i imagine it is even harder to schedule with ppl actively avoiding me.

I have calmed down a bit. This is all still fresh for me so I am hurt. But I feel betrayed basically. At some point they stopped thinking of me as a friend. And they avoided, lied, and secretly resent me. And I can't stand that. I am angry in particular about why she began to resent me. I was trying to help her not be depressed, as that is something I have struggled with

So I am.angry at the resentment, lack of communication, and betrayal

But I have calmed down. I am not fuming anymore, I am just hurt that I lost people I consider close friends.

My first breakdown I hated myself and sought to revamp and change. This time, I am not angry with myself but rather her

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