The thing is I do not think I am trans. Nor do I want to be. I personally LOVE being a man and wearing men clothes and being masculine when in public with friends, family, girls, etc. But i like being feminine but not to people i know. So basically i have worn women thong underwear under sweat pants and went to a gym over 1 hour away from my home because that way i was sure of not seeing anyone i knew. So in this environment i was comfortbale and relax knowing i dont know anyone in this town. Same thing with going shopping or walking around in the town that i am not from i would be more comfy doing that in a thong becaue i am not with friends or family or anyone i may know. i live with my parents so its limited but if i lived alone i know for a fact when i got home i would have girl sweatpants, leggings, skirts, skirts, and panties lined up ready to be worn around the house all day/night.