You're not alone. Friendships take maintenance and there's been little opportunity to do that. I am also bitter at some people for calling me crazy as this last year played out too, was about a month early on COVID and a month early on Jan 6.

I don't know how old you are or what you do with yourself, however I reached out to some people from my past over the last month or so and had some great chats. If you have that opportunity I would highly recommend it. A lot of people are feeling the way you (we) are.

I expect once we enter the next stage of the pandemic (post-vaccines) and the ebbs and flows of daily life return to some masked approximation of the past, many of these wounds will heal with little effort.