Am I really that much of a creep?

Hmm, I never really thought about that first part. I'll take that advice. I guess I never really thought of a message as such a big deal... But hey I spend a lot of time doing not a whole lot so it doesn't mean much to me personally. But the point is noted.

The second point... am I just a car to girls? I dunno, maybe I'm just making excuses to myself. I'm thinking as I'm typing... but I see the point I guess. Kinda like a fake it till you make it mantra. I know I'm not terrible on my good days. But about therapy, I think I need to pursue that more. I'm going to this church thing but it's hard when I'm not overly godly.

I'm going to continue my psychiatry after I get my first paycheck on the 24th... One day at a time.

Lastly... girls seem like fucking aliens to me, but I should really get over my god damn fear of introducing myself. They aren't all going to think I'm a creep, but I seem like a creep if I don't do the polite thing. Like a gentleman should. I can learn that. I'm not my father. Ok I'm done ranting now. Thank you for your honesty man

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