I feel like he doesn’t respect me anymore in arguements. He used to let me talk now I feel like he’s so sick of excuses. To be fair, we have been having this argument for months now about how I lack communication skills yet when we argue I feel very shut down and like he can not understand his flaws. He does end up apologizing for the things he said as it was heat of the moment but the issue itself between us never seems to be resolved about what we can do for his happiness and I in my lack of communication. I still am very bad at it and I don’t know why. He has severe depression and anxiety and I feel that while I do make him happy in some ways it’s not enough and that the depression and anxiety cast a bad shadow upon me. I told him I think it’d be best if we took a break and I fly home (out of state) for a couple days. He said if I go home I’m taking my stuff with me. Unfortunately I’m not really close friends enough with anybody yet to stay at anyone’s house.