No worries , I am honored to know that my experience helps others. Also thank you for making me feel like i am not alone! At times I know we can feel like we are alone and especially for someone like me who will not reach out for help at all. I was referring to Bipolar disorder by the way. Growing up I suffered from bad depression and anxiety.( I had a rough life growing up) During school my anxiety would get so bad I would have to step outside of class a lot.(which teachers/peers were never understanding of) As i got older the depression went away but I began dealing with bipolar disorder. If i am not medicated I cannot really sustain a day to day routine for long. I have been fired from my last three jobs for having episodes at work but I am a work in progress and don’t plan on quitting my effort any time soon! :)