I've been to India once... for 1 month. Not to Pakistan but i saw a bootleg store in India with products from Pakistan~

NOW!

I myself personally am a heterosexual.

But when reviewing my statistics now... writing my life story here

i can see 25% of my sexual partners (not by # of experiences now but the physical count of human bodies there) 25% were trans or male ?

8 trans and 7 males? encountering sex with me now? from 2009 through 2019

so~ when i examine it more closely

who are these people and why? why did i do it?

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1 was a black man now? the first one! that went on for some time back there...

then there was 1 white guy? same time period and then i stopped for a long time never gonna do that ever again.

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Until i figured out... about ladyboys now! in 2014... i went to southeast asia. this became a period of debauchery! i had 12 partners/encounters in the 3 months... 2 males 5 females and 5 trans. two were for 2 weeks a piece 1 trans and 1 female. in two situations there were 2 trans or 2 women at the same time now.

then to Philippines in 2015... with a trans girlfriend now... we broke up halfway through... and i encountered 2 males 1 trans after the breakup and tried to engaged a female who became pregnant by another man shortly after i started fiance visa papers~

in 2016 i was sexually interrupted by a 77 year old white man from a church now! that was pretty weird for me~

in 2017 i dated the same trans who was actually not trans the first time all the way but was now! different looking... But! the butthole was too small still! i never fit it in the butt to that one!

and actually i rarely did it in someone butt after all! only two. it's not my thing~ it's ok!

and the final a trans in Philippines part 3 in 2019 somehow it happened again now! i tried to escape and that one captured me while drunk and took me home and did it again now! and sometimes more during that adventure with that one...

So i've found many were performing the Top way on that on me!!!!! a heterosexual male... i've never considered myself gay.

the stats seem to suggest 1/4 gay but... it's not like me to "be" something with it. I would say overall it appears that African women are the standard counterpart after all... and maybe trans in Asia particularly scooped into 2nd some way but didn't fulfill the sexual requirements for MYSELF and my own uses of my sexual male role. it was just a thing that we could do that was sexual in some way now but not the way i would need for a Lifetime.

Because of my faith! and there is a natural chemistry toward wanting the women when i with them now~ because of the shy of Asian women and the more outgoing approach of Asian trans they because the one in Asia.
But i always kinda wonder... it feels just~ strange or something too... anal sex?

isn't that weird too? or cosmically satirical? i would see myself... preparing myself and just have look at myself doing that... all the effort! SO much effort but when you're "under the spell now" you just do it... and it's fun when they do it with you now. When with African women i am always turned on like zzzzzzUpe