I don't know if this helps any, but I am on antidepressants due to the doctors diagnosing me with Severe Depression, Severe Anxiety, C-PTSD (from the physical, emotional, sexual abuse, as well as past trauma from my childhood), as well as Borderline Personality Disorder...

It doesn't help much with my spirals, but after seeing multiple Therapists and doctors over the years, I can't trust them, because I've been literally sent out with a refill of my meds before, and back to the homeless shelter, only to return two weeks later due to another attempt..

My life has been constant repetition for the past few years, and even the government has refused my disability, when I have developed an overwhelming fear of stressful situations, making finding work a hassle..

I just wish I could get some answers, but I understand if no one wants to deal with me.. I've been nothing but a burden on everyone's lives, and the lack of responses in here only solidifies my fears..