Corrupt? No, not really, but I do acknowledge I haven't been keeping up on my discipline lately and have been falling back onto my vices a too much as a result-- being lazy, overindulging and procrastinating. They express in different ways but as an upshot I've been low energy, impatient, quick to judge and more reliant on my intuition than the facts might support. It's how I'm coping with the stress of the times, both broadly and personally, but it doesn't feel right.

My compass is still true, I just know I'm not putting in my best effort lately and am working my way back to an emotional place where I feel more in tune with myself. We all probably go through it at some point.